So last week I had a doctors appointment. It was fairly routine, and, at the time, we had some good solutions for the small problem I was currently having. They took some various samples, however, to run the basic levels of tests, and they got in touch yesterday.
One of the tests has come back bad. Its now a question of just how bad. It could be something that is handled easily, in a few treatments, and then I’m on my way again. It could also be something that could have some very serious, long term health problems.
Its not cancer, I’ll throw that out there right now. My life is not in danger, as far as I know. But if its progressed pretty far, then it might have changed what will happen to me for the rest of my life in a fairly significant way.
I feel a little blank, and a little upset, and a little worried. I’m not quite sure what happens now.
I’m not really sure why I’m telling you all this. Because you are friends, I guess, and my immediate circle of people are not going to get told until I have a more conclusive answer to “how much will this affect my life”.
So I drank this today because I wanted something soft and gentle, and this fit the bill.
I don’t know if that means I’ll be here a lot more, or a little less. I know I shall be needing tea at this time.
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I’m not a person of faith, but I’ll ask my family who does believe in prayer to keep you in theirs. I hope that on the scale of bad to worst, this is only a minor bump in the road for you.
Dear Rosehips, may this all pass smoothly and easily. As one who has had rather serious health concerns over the recent years with a heavy toll on my lifestyle, I can tell you that doctors and tests are not always right and often, prognosis changes several times before the real state of things emerges. And hugs to you. Not an easy thing when our body begins to betray us.
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Praying for healing, easy treatment, and great peace for you.
I’m not a person of faith, but I’ll ask my family who does believe in prayer to keep you in theirs. I hope that on the scale of bad to worst, this is only a minor bump in the road for you.
Dear Rosehips, may this all pass smoothly and easily. As one who has had rather serious health concerns over the recent years with a heavy toll on my lifestyle, I can tell you that doctors and tests are not always right and often, prognosis changes several times before the real state of things emerges. And hugs to you. Not an easy thing when our body begins to betray us.
Sending you lots of love and strength, and wishing you well <3